July 29th 2014..

To P,
You have set a very high benchmark for the rest of male population.
You have spoilt me, incapacitated me, for liking, loving any further guy.
Impossible to find another person to fill in this large space of you.

We are imperfect.
But you are perfect for me.
Just like Bob Marley said.

J
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Seems like the sky is crying on behalf of me.
At the same time, it is crying because of the pain in my heart and soul.

God, are you crying for me?
The sorrows and pain are swelling in my heart.
God, please help me.
I give you this heart of mine.
Please help me with it, heal it, protect it.

Cold.
On cold days like this, it reminds me of him. Him keeping me warm and safe. Used to.
Lost that special person.
Pain, sad, hurt.
All these feelings dwelling deep in my heart currently.
I have no outlets to release them. Keeps going round and round within me. It hurts.

~ M.Y. ~
July 29th 2014

July 28th 2014..last piece..

This broken piece of me,
It could actually feel.
Hurt, pain, sadness, loneliness, emptiness,
All in, not one lacking in presence.

Funny, it was not supposed to be there.
It happened.
You are always right.
I was at wrong.

Chemistry, connection is there.
But timing is wrong.
Timing is always wrong.

For just 25 days.

Still do miss you.
Still do like you.
Still do.
Always will.

~ M.Y. ~
July 28th 2014

Uninstalled whatsapp. Ceasing communication.

Your Song...Ellie Goulding..

Your Song by Ellie Goulding

It's a little bit funny , this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money, but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house, where we both could live

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do
See I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now that you're in the world

oh oh, oh oh ,oh oh , oh oh

If I was a sculptor, but then again no
Or a girl who makes potions in a traveling show
I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song, and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple, but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now that you're in the world

July 16th 2014

I Wish You Love..Rachael Yamagata

I Wish You Love by Rachael Yamagata

I wish you bluebirds in the spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, but more than wealth
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be
So with my best
My very best

I set you free
I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm

But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love
But most of all when snowflakes fall
I wish you love

I wish you love
I wish you love, love, love, love, love
I wish you love

July 8th 2014

Daily inspiration..#217..

Knowing how to think empowers you far beyond those who know only what to think.
~ Neil Degrasse Tyson

Daily inspiration..#216..

We did not change as we grew older. We just became clearly ourselves.
~ Lynn Hall