July 29th 2014..

To P,
You have set a very high benchmark for the rest of male population.
You have spoilt me, incapacitated me, for liking, loving any further guy.
Impossible to find another person to fill in this large space of you.

We are imperfect.
But you are perfect for me.
Just like Bob Marley said.

J
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Seems like the sky is crying on behalf of me.
At the same time, it is crying because of the pain in my heart and soul.

God, are you crying for me?
The sorrows and pain are swelling in my heart.
God, please help me.
I give you this heart of mine.
Please help me with it, heal it, protect it.

Cold.
On cold days like this, it reminds me of him. Him keeping me warm and safe. Used to.
Lost that special person.
Pain, sad, hurt.
All these feelings dwelling deep in my heart currently.
I have no outlets to release them. Keeps going round and round within me. It hurts.

~ M.Y. ~
July 29th 2014