Feeling a heavy weight of detachment in me..
It may be just my mood swings.
It could be my pms.
Or it might be just me.
Feels sad..
this sense of detachment..
You cannot move forward..
Nor can you move away from it.
The feeling is not bad,
it is just a strain in me..
I am unable to get things to move along and progress..
It just gets stuck in this limbo state, neither here nor there..
Tried to address it..
But it just does not get resolve somehow, at this point in time..
It feels like an extended and over-stretched rubberband,
Waiting to snap at any moment..
May be things will be placed into their destined positions,
only when the rubberband snapped..
I just hope that everything will be all right and fine when it happens..
Otherwise, I am just a fool believing in my fate and destiny..
Atlas, may be then I would be able to see what I am actually..who I am actually..
~ M. Y. ~
August 14th, 2013
Wednesday, August 14, 2013
Friday, August 2, 2013
Check in for the year of 2013..
7 months has past in a blink of an eye for 2013..
And here I am reflecting back on what I had and have done this year so far.
Most of the people I know, they reflect usually at the start or end of the year.
Definitely not in the middle of the year.
Guess I am just weird or abnormal, as usual.
Time just seems to slip past me when I do not keep a lookout for it, or not being aware enough about it.
Days passed everyday, from home to work..
Recently, I just started a course, which takes up more of the leisure time.
Imagine, 5 days work week, sometimes weekends burnt in the process of working..
Amount of work to cover in the office..
2 to 4 days of lectures, depending on the coursework..
Amount of assignments, lectures, quizzes and exams to clear for the modules..
Sometimes I wonder how do I assign enough time to each individual tasks.
Week passed after week, working and studying..
Months move on to the next..
Suddenly, when you stop yourself. A new year has passed.
Just like that.
Surprisingly? Miraculously, I survived another year in my life. *laughs*
That is really a sad way of putting it.
That was my thought till recently...
Once, a friend mentioned about "keeping the brain alive and working, by studying and making it work. Besides just working everyday."
That got me thinking and wanted to do something.
And started the course.
Before I commenced on the course, my days are just work and home.
Randomly, spending time on things which I felt like doing.
Now, besides work, lectures, assignments and coursework take up another portion of my daily life.
You may think that I have lesser time to do my personal stuff.
However, I think that I have become more time manageable. Occupying my daily life more efficient than previously.
With the energy boost which I have everyday now, I can achieve more things.
Good health, staying and eating healthy, it allows me with the energy boost daily.
Following a set of scheduled routine, it makes me to be more time conscious.
Time becomes very precious and making sure that none is lost to doing nothing constructive to me, in my dictionary.
So life has become routine...and I became slightly bored..*laughs*
Yes, so like me...bored when there is a routine to follow. Bored, but I will still continue till the point of "unbearability"...if there is such a word..
After almost 5 years of sabbatical, I think that it is a good time to break the silence..
Start to get to know and meet more people, start to make new friends again.
Rested for 5 years, it should be enough to repair and recuperate what has been lost.
A major part of myself.
Maybe a milestone for myself..in some sense.
This time round, it is a better version of me. A stronger version of me.
Another friend taught me a new perspective in life.
Get out of the damn shell, move on and live life.
Try, else you would not know it.
An additional to mine..
You only live once, live it without regrets..
Do not have regrets to think back on in the future to come..
So I am trying out new perspectives, in my context.
Getting to know and making new friends.
It gives me new ideas to write and think about.
A energy boost in passion to start up again on things which I used to love to do and still do love now..
Certainly, this is a good start.
I hope it will continue on and I can acquire more and new things/perspectives/passion in my life.
Creating and moving my life onto what I want.
Not wasting my life away, and have regrets in the future of what I should have done and not work towards it.
Here goes...until the next time...
And here I am reflecting back on what I had and have done this year so far.
Most of the people I know, they reflect usually at the start or end of the year.
Definitely not in the middle of the year.
Guess I am just weird or abnormal, as usual.
Time just seems to slip past me when I do not keep a lookout for it, or not being aware enough about it.
Days passed everyday, from home to work..
Recently, I just started a course, which takes up more of the leisure time.
Imagine, 5 days work week, sometimes weekends burnt in the process of working..
Amount of work to cover in the office..
2 to 4 days of lectures, depending on the coursework..
Amount of assignments, lectures, quizzes and exams to clear for the modules..
Sometimes I wonder how do I assign enough time to each individual tasks.
Week passed after week, working and studying..
Months move on to the next..
Suddenly, when you stop yourself. A new year has passed.
Just like that.
Surprisingly? Miraculously, I survived another year in my life. *laughs*
That is really a sad way of putting it.
That was my thought till recently...
Once, a friend mentioned about "keeping the brain alive and working, by studying and making it work. Besides just working everyday."
That got me thinking and wanted to do something.
And started the course.
Before I commenced on the course, my days are just work and home.
Randomly, spending time on things which I felt like doing.
Now, besides work, lectures, assignments and coursework take up another portion of my daily life.
You may think that I have lesser time to do my personal stuff.
However, I think that I have become more time manageable. Occupying my daily life more efficient than previously.
With the energy boost which I have everyday now, I can achieve more things.
Good health, staying and eating healthy, it allows me with the energy boost daily.
Following a set of scheduled routine, it makes me to be more time conscious.
Time becomes very precious and making sure that none is lost to doing nothing constructive to me, in my dictionary.
So life has become routine...and I became slightly bored..*laughs*
Yes, so like me...bored when there is a routine to follow. Bored, but I will still continue till the point of "unbearability"...if there is such a word..
After almost 5 years of sabbatical, I think that it is a good time to break the silence..
Start to get to know and meet more people, start to make new friends again.
Rested for 5 years, it should be enough to repair and recuperate what has been lost.
A major part of myself.
Maybe a milestone for myself..in some sense.
This time round, it is a better version of me. A stronger version of me.
Another friend taught me a new perspective in life.
Get out of the damn shell, move on and live life.
Try, else you would not know it.
An additional to mine..
You only live once, live it without regrets..
Do not have regrets to think back on in the future to come..
So I am trying out new perspectives, in my context.
Getting to know and making new friends.
It gives me new ideas to write and think about.
A energy boost in passion to start up again on things which I used to love to do and still do love now..
Certainly, this is a good start.
I hope it will continue on and I can acquire more and new things/perspectives/passion in my life.
Creating and moving my life onto what I want.
Not wasting my life away, and have regrets in the future of what I should have done and not work towards it.
Here goes...until the next time...
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Start post for 2012...
This is the first piece of blog which I have written for the year 2012, hopefully not the only one, but many more to come.
I have started writing again after a hiatus of 5 months, which I would say is pretty long.
I apologize to friends whom do actually check out my blog occasionally, for the lack of updates.
5 months have passed for 2012, surprisingly fast..
I didn't have a chance to reflect back on the daily events and thoughts till now, in the middle of the night.
What have I done this year? hmmm...
I would say, besides travelling to Japan, spending 2 weeks during April over there in Tokyo, Hakone, Mount Fuji, Kyoto, Nara, Nikko..not much major events happened so far.
It has been a really wonderful trip, especially I got to re-group my soul and re-charge myself in some ways. Spent almost 2 weeks on my own in a foreign land.
Travelled like a half-gaijin half-pretending to be a Japanese...*laughs* because I know and understand about some Japanese cultures.
Met many foreigners along my trip, while travelling out of Tokyo.
Some were very nice and welcoming people, whereas some were rather unfriendly.
Walked a lot, about 10-12 hours daily during my 2 weeks, resulting weight loss which is good!!
On an end note, it was a rejuvenating trip which I get to experience many more Japanese cultures and interact with people from all over the world, in the nutshell of Japan.
My laptop died on me just before I left for Japan, I didn't managed to revive it.
So now, I am kind of laptop-less while I am at home, surviving on my android phone if I do need to go on web.
Looking around for good deals on laptop or notebook, thinking about Windows or switching to Mac...weighing the pros and cons..still unable to decide on it yet...as the IT fair creeps nearer and nearer.
With the start of the year, 5 months ago, I did try to post photographs on Facebook as daily as I could possible, which eventually did came to a halt due to the daily life matters.
I still do take photographs as much as I can, just unable to produce and post them as much as I like.
An excuse due to the death of my laptop, I became unable to produce and post any photographs at the current stage. *laughs* What a great excuse I came up with...
I am really glad that I did my backups for my laptop, hence my music library in Itunes is still alive. I still have my music, just not as updated as I like it to be.
Lately, I have been thinking about many things..such as re-studying Japanese and learning French, reading more on more manga, ebooks and even paperback books on subjects which I would like to keep (thus contributing to my ever-growing library), trying to eat healthier and maintaining my weight loss. Trying to meet up my new and old friends, keep in contact with them. Real friendship is precious and fragile in this modern world. Also the ongoing thought about life...
Currently reading on "Clean" by Dr. Alejandro Junger, M.D.
Though I must say that I am rather late in getting this book, as this is a reprint with updated new materials in it. A pretty interesting book, discovering and understanding oneself's body system, how each and every food which we ingest contributes to what we are, how the different toxicism happening in our daily life affects us somehow somewhere down the road in life. I am still halfway through it, I hope to learn more from it.
I have started writing again after a hiatus of 5 months, which I would say is pretty long.
I apologize to friends whom do actually check out my blog occasionally, for the lack of updates.
5 months have passed for 2012, surprisingly fast..
I didn't have a chance to reflect back on the daily events and thoughts till now, in the middle of the night.
What have I done this year? hmmm...
I would say, besides travelling to Japan, spending 2 weeks during April over there in Tokyo, Hakone, Mount Fuji, Kyoto, Nara, Nikko..not much major events happened so far.
It has been a really wonderful trip, especially I got to re-group my soul and re-charge myself in some ways. Spent almost 2 weeks on my own in a foreign land.
Travelled like a half-gaijin half-pretending to be a Japanese...*laughs* because I know and understand about some Japanese cultures.
Met many foreigners along my trip, while travelling out of Tokyo.
Some were very nice and welcoming people, whereas some were rather unfriendly.
Walked a lot, about 10-12 hours daily during my 2 weeks, resulting weight loss which is good!!
On an end note, it was a rejuvenating trip which I get to experience many more Japanese cultures and interact with people from all over the world, in the nutshell of Japan.
My laptop died on me just before I left for Japan, I didn't managed to revive it.
So now, I am kind of laptop-less while I am at home, surviving on my android phone if I do need to go on web.
Looking around for good deals on laptop or notebook, thinking about Windows or switching to Mac...weighing the pros and cons..still unable to decide on it yet...as the IT fair creeps nearer and nearer.
With the start of the year, 5 months ago, I did try to post photographs on Facebook as daily as I could possible, which eventually did came to a halt due to the daily life matters.
I still do take photographs as much as I can, just unable to produce and post them as much as I like.
An excuse due to the death of my laptop, I became unable to produce and post any photographs at the current stage. *laughs* What a great excuse I came up with...
I am really glad that I did my backups for my laptop, hence my music library in Itunes is still alive. I still have my music, just not as updated as I like it to be.
Lately, I have been thinking about many things..such as re-studying Japanese and learning French, reading more on more manga, ebooks and even paperback books on subjects which I would like to keep (thus contributing to my ever-growing library), trying to eat healthier and maintaining my weight loss. Trying to meet up my new and old friends, keep in contact with them. Real friendship is precious and fragile in this modern world. Also the ongoing thought about life...
Currently reading on "Clean" by Dr. Alejandro Junger, M.D.
Though I must say that I am rather late in getting this book, as this is a reprint with updated new materials in it. A pretty interesting book, discovering and understanding oneself's body system, how each and every food which we ingest contributes to what we are, how the different toxicism happening in our daily life affects us somehow somewhere down the road in life. I am still halfway through it, I hope to learn more from it.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Christmas...
Seasons come and seasons change..
Spring brings fresh breeze and new young growth..
Summer blooms with beautiful rainbow flowers along brilliant greens..
Autumn harvests colours of orange, red, yellow in very corners we turn..
Winter solstice snows magical days and nights in whites, blues and silvers..
During this magical time of the year..
it is a time to think of love and sharing..
In this peaceful time of the year..
it is a time to cherish every blessing we have received..
In this yuletide season for the year..
it is a time to be with all your friends and family..
Green fir trees cover in white snow..
Brilliant glitters sparkling joy..
Wishing all A Merry Christmas..
Throwing snowballs, building snowman and making snow angels..
roasting chestnuts in the fire..
baking gingerbread and brewing hot cocoa..
spending festive season with friends and family..
Christmas love and joy..
Yuletide feast..
Christmastide candy canes and mistletoes..
live your life with love and kindness in your heart, with all those around you..
have a wonderful Merry Christmas..
and a Happy New Year in the fresh new start..
- M. Y. -
22nd December 2011
Spring brings fresh breeze and new young growth..
Summer blooms with beautiful rainbow flowers along brilliant greens..
Autumn harvests colours of orange, red, yellow in very corners we turn..
Winter solstice snows magical days and nights in whites, blues and silvers..
During this magical time of the year..
it is a time to think of love and sharing..
In this peaceful time of the year..
it is a time to cherish every blessing we have received..
In this yuletide season for the year..
it is a time to be with all your friends and family..
Green fir trees cover in white snow..
Brilliant glitters sparkling joy..
Wishing all A Merry Christmas..
Throwing snowballs, building snowman and making snow angels..
roasting chestnuts in the fire..
baking gingerbread and brewing hot cocoa..
spending festive season with friends and family..
Christmas love and joy..
Yuletide feast..
Christmastide candy canes and mistletoes..
live your life with love and kindness in your heart, with all those around you..
have a wonderful Merry Christmas..
and a Happy New Year in the fresh new start..
- M. Y. -
22nd December 2011
Coming to an end...
2011 is nearly towards the end...just another 10 days or less so to go...
I have been thinking about things or happenings that had occurred during the past year..
Have I regretted on anything this year?
So far, the answer is still...No. *smiles*
I am really glad for this thought!
However, there are several things which I think I should do more or need to do more..
Otherwise, life would be just it is...like this..
This would be a sad thought, just by itself..
I think I want to do more in my life from this moment on.
In my photography, I want to witness and be in the same breathing space with many more beautiful scenes and capture so much more special moments in life..
In travelling more around this beautiful world, I want to see more and more interesting places..
In writing, I want to create my own world of living, be it reality or fantasy..
In languages, I want to gain more knowledge and build up my library of different linguistics..
In music, I want to hear and enjoy as much wonderful melodies of creations by different people..
I think this is what I want to do from this moment on..
Maybe, this is what life is and means for me..
A momento in vita...
Volo animam meam a me puto, magis in hac hora.
In metus mi, volo et testimonium in eodem respirasse multis peculiaribus in tanto pulchrior expugna turpis vitae ..
In elit quam pulchra circa hoc mundo videre cupio magis interesting locis..
In scriptis, volo creo mea mundum vivorum, sive realitatis aut fantasy..
In tincidunt, volo magis notitia lucri mei et aedificabo library diversorum lingusitics..
In musicam audire volo utor tam mirabile creaturarum melodiis per diversos..
Volo ego hoc ex hac hora ad..
Forsitan, et vita significat hoc mihi..
I have been thinking about things or happenings that had occurred during the past year..
Have I regretted on anything this year?
So far, the answer is still...No. *smiles*
I am really glad for this thought!
However, there are several things which I think I should do more or need to do more..
Otherwise, life would be just it is...like this..
This would be a sad thought, just by itself..
I think I want to do more in my life from this moment on.
In my photography, I want to witness and be in the same breathing space with many more beautiful scenes and capture so much more special moments in life..
In travelling more around this beautiful world, I want to see more and more interesting places..
In writing, I want to create my own world of living, be it reality or fantasy..
In languages, I want to gain more knowledge and build up my library of different linguistics..
In music, I want to hear and enjoy as much wonderful melodies of creations by different people..
I think this is what I want to do from this moment on..
Maybe, this is what life is and means for me..
A momento in vita...
Volo animam meam a me puto, magis in hac hora.
In metus mi, volo et testimonium in eodem respirasse multis peculiaribus in tanto pulchrior expugna turpis vitae ..
In elit quam pulchra circa hoc mundo videre cupio magis interesting locis..
In scriptis, volo creo mea mundum vivorum, sive realitatis aut fantasy..
In tincidunt, volo magis notitia lucri mei et aedificabo library diversorum lingusitics..
In musicam audire volo utor tam mirabile creaturarum melodiis per diversos..
Volo ego hoc ex hac hora ad..
Forsitan, et vita significat hoc mihi..
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Without Words
Without Words - A.N.Jell
I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky
Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word
Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars
Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga
I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky
Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word
Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars
Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Travel around the world
1st New Year resolution of the year 2011, is to travel around the world as much as I can possible do, from now on. The world is a very big place, maybe I can find the one special place which I can belong in.
Till death do us apart..
Till death do us apart....
this phrase rings in my brain for some reasons..
reasons being, many people are getting married..
people who are friends of mine..
consecutively around the same timing..around me..
why??
all of the sudden, all these friends decided to get married..
to their respective partners..
weird..
I cannot fathom or think of a good explanation to this great coincidence..
a trick of fate or just pure coincidence..
I guess I would not know it, unless I am God..which apparently I am not, obviously..
You might think what's the big deal then?
These friends of yours are getting married..
It is another phase in life for them, not you..
Why are you so bothered by it?
Am I bothered by it?
Maybe yes, maybe no, maybe I don't even know myself..
Am I jealous? Am I envious?
I am not jealous of the fact that they are getting married.
Instead, I am envious of the fact that they found their life companion..
It is a very beautiful thing..
Wonderful celebration in life..
Having found the soul mate in life..
Very lucky indeed, I must say..
Juan
this phrase rings in my brain for some reasons..
reasons being, many people are getting married..
people who are friends of mine..
consecutively around the same timing..around me..
why??
all of the sudden, all these friends decided to get married..
to their respective partners..
weird..
I cannot fathom or think of a good explanation to this great coincidence..
a trick of fate or just pure coincidence..
I guess I would not know it, unless I am God..which apparently I am not, obviously..
You might think what's the big deal then?
These friends of yours are getting married..
It is another phase in life for them, not you..
Why are you so bothered by it?
Am I bothered by it?
Maybe yes, maybe no, maybe I don't even know myself..
Am I jealous? Am I envious?
I am not jealous of the fact that they are getting married.
Instead, I am envious of the fact that they found their life companion..
It is a very beautiful thing..
Wonderful celebration in life..
Having found the soul mate in life..
Very lucky indeed, I must say..
Juan
Saturday, November 13, 2010
dreams..
What ever happened to chasing our dreams??
Looking at people around me..
are they really chasing after their dreams..
or they are just blindly chasing after things they thought that were their dreams..
Fame, wealth, material possessions..
are the so-called dreams that people chased after all these times..
are we a fat lot of pathetic bitches and bastards??
or maybe these are what we are actually after..
The world has evolved so much..
changing so much..
for good or worse..
who are we to say?
have we really been blinded after all?
Have we lost who we really are?
Have been polluted by the society?
polluted by all the funky things which we have been exposed to?
Who can we fault?
No one but ourselves..
who allows ourselves to fall into the traps of these vicious evils!!
Oh man..one will think that here is another crazy fellow trying to write and preach whatever shitholes..
Hey man, it is fine by me for u saying that..
But don't you agree with me for all I have written above..
for all the craps I wrote above, believe me, they are from the deepest hole in your heart, if you ever think deep enough..
Sorry, for this late night revelation..
thoughts just hit me as Snow Patrol's "Chasing Cars" playing in my headphones..
Just it sounds so right and so deem fit for now..
What are we really chasing for and what are we really chasing about?
Juan
Looking at people around me..
are they really chasing after their dreams..
or they are just blindly chasing after things they thought that were their dreams..
Fame, wealth, material possessions..
are the so-called dreams that people chased after all these times..
are we a fat lot of pathetic bitches and bastards??
or maybe these are what we are actually after..
The world has evolved so much..
changing so much..
for good or worse..
who are we to say?
have we really been blinded after all?
Have we lost who we really are?
Have been polluted by the society?
polluted by all the funky things which we have been exposed to?
Who can we fault?
No one but ourselves..
who allows ourselves to fall into the traps of these vicious evils!!
Oh man..one will think that here is another crazy fellow trying to write and preach whatever shitholes..
Hey man, it is fine by me for u saying that..
But don't you agree with me for all I have written above..
for all the craps I wrote above, believe me, they are from the deepest hole in your heart, if you ever think deep enough..
Sorry, for this late night revelation..
thoughts just hit me as Snow Patrol's "Chasing Cars" playing in my headphones..
Just it sounds so right and so deem fit for now..
What are we really chasing for and what are we really chasing about?
Juan
Chasing Cars..Snow Patrol..
"Chasing Cars" by Snow Patrol..
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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