meditatio..

Wish I don't think about life, living and loving..

Kinda not putting much hope in that anymore.
Moving towards being alone for d rest of my life. *chuckles*
Not cynical, just being realistic..

What does life have install for me?

I used to wonder..

I still do wonder sometimes about it,

but I don't place too much hope in an answer for it, nowadays.

There are days where it is hit and go,

others is mulling and thinking.

Sometimes, I wish that I don't have the thinking mind..

Living life as each day, being happy..

sad is I can't do that..

I am too much of a thinker..

Sometimes, I have the thought, "Would my brain just go overdriven and go crazy one day?"..

Then, would I still be sane enough or alive to be here thinking anymore...

Why must human be as such?

Is this it?

~ M.Y. ~

October 14th 2013