Daily inspiration..#107..

I would rather die of passion than of boredom.
~ Vincent Van Gogh

Daily inspiration..#106..

In every walk with nature one receives far more than he seeks.

~ John Muir

Daily inspiration..#105..

The man who has confidence in himself gains the confidence of others.

~ Hasidic Proverb

Daily inspiration..#104..

Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

~ Samuel Beckett

Daily inspiration..#103..

Experience is not what happens to you; it's what you do with what happens to you.

~ Aldous Huxley

Daily inspiration..#102..

A good head and a good heart are always a formidable combination.

~ Nelson Mandela

Daily inspiration..#101..

When you cease to dream, you cease to live.

~ Malcolm Forbes

Daily inspiration..#100..

Strive not to be a success, but rather to be of value.

~ Albert Einstein

Daily inspiration..#99..

You get whatever accomplishment you are willing to declare.

~ Georgia O'Keeffe

Daily inspiration..#98..

There is nothing stronger in the world than gentleness.

~ Han Suyin

So This Is Goodbye..Stina Nordenstam

So This is Goodbye by Stina Nordenstam

So this is goodbye

So this is how you say it

These are the words

It's the voice you're using

It's the picture you've seen

So this is goodbye

So this is how you say it

This is the time, it takes you

It didn't take you a lot now did it?

It didn't hurt you a lot now did it?

So this is goodbye

So this is how you spell it

Where you place it in your mouth

What happens if I didn't hear you?

What happens if it wasn't serious?

Well, I was around

Maybe it was you I came to see

Maybe it was you who invited me

I remember your eyes were on me

(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye)

I remember your eyes were on me

(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye)

I remember your eyes were on me

(Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye)

I remember your eyes were on me

Goodbye

January 22nd 2014

Soulmate..

What we find in a soulmate is not something wild to tame but something wild to run with.
~ Robert Brault

I want a partner in life...
My best friend, someone whom I can talk about anything, tell about everything to, share my mind and thoughts with, without any restrictions.
My lover, one whom I can share my body with, and his or hers, without any inhibitions.
My best critic, someone whom can give me healthy constructive criticisms which improves my thoughts and gives me food for thoughts.
My family, one whom I can belong to and belong to me, fully and wholeheartedly.
My soulmate, someone whom can hold my soul, heart, mind and body as one, precious with his or her life.
As I have left the whole of me, myself, mine with he or she.
Someone whom, I can be who I am, love me for who I am, accept me as I am, be with me as I am, hold me as I am.

I am and will be the same to him or her, in life, for this lifetime, which we share our life journey together.

~ M.Y. ~
January 18th 2014

Daily inspiration..#97..

Find a place inside where there's joy and the joy will burn out the pain.

~ Joseph Campbell

Daily inspiration..#96..

What we find in a soulmate is not something wild to tame but something wild to run with.
~ Robert Brault

Daily inspiration..#95..

If you ask me what I came into this life to do, I will tell you: I came to live out loud.
~ Emile Zola

Daily inspiration..#94..

Perseverance is not a long race; it is many short races one after the other.
~ Walter Elliot

Daily inspiration..#93..

To begin, begin.
~ William Wordsworth

As..

The end of the world,
Everything stops,
Everybody thought all ends,
Everyone fears life ends meaningless,
Each believes love is the end of the world.

Awaiting for the rainbow,
New life begins across the high mountains and deep oceans,
New love starts at this point of life,
New young begins everything from the start again,
Love brings life to all.

Perfect world is heaven.
Who can achieve this perfect world?
How can one not desire for this perfect place of love?
What brings about such a perfect paradise?
Love takes us to this perfect world.

Cosmic rider,
Where does one begin from this point of time?
Where does one go from this point of life?
Where can one go from this point of mind?
Where will one end at this point then?

2 hearts,
A man and a woman meets,
Love begins at that moment,
Life starts at that point,
Hearts contact from there.

Anon,
Love is empty in life,
Life is empty without love.
One survives hard without love in life,
One survives nothing without life in love.

Nothing is something,
No love is no life,
Sadness is loneliness,
Emptiness is hollowness,
Feelings untold.

Wonderful days,
Sweetness arrives in the spring,
Warmness enfolds in the summer,
Charmness holds in the autumn,
Calmness colleague in the winter.

Beautiful journey,
Life begins when one takes the first step,
Love begins when one meets another,
Life ends when one reaches the final point,
Love ends when one ends with another.

~ M.Y. ~
March 9th 2003

Daily inspiration..#92..

Quality is not an act, it is a habit.
~ Aristotle

Fake happiness..

Happiness is a miracle in life. Something which one dreams of, one hopes for, one wishes for. Attainability depends on the perspectives of one.

But fake happiness is the worst kind of sadness, to experience and portray.

I guess I should be used to disappointments by now. Nothing good would ever come to my cursed life. Everything seems to go downhill every single time. I guess I should give up of searching for that someone to spend the rest of my life with, as that person never exists for me.

Why do I like u? You asked me.
*laughs* I thought only females get insecure n ask this question severals..

Like is a feeling. No reasons when it is  felt.
Connection. I do think that we both have that connection. That is how I feel, maybe not you.
When it comes to you, I cannot help it, but you seem to be on my mind most of the time, besides life and work.
Comfortable. I feel comfortable, am myself, feels like at home when I am with you. No need to pretend. Either you are real to me, or you are really good at pretending or hiding.

I am at the cliff, currently. I hate this feeling. Afraid but curious.

You are standoffish at times, exuberantly passionate at others. It throws me off course. I thought only females do that. apparently you as well.

I am afraid to like you..
So much that I cannot help but like you more than I should.
I am afraid to fall in love with you..
When I do fall in love, it is irrecoverable.
I am afraid to give you my heart..
Because when I do, I have lost mine without yours.
I am afraid to love you..
Because when I love you, I lose myself in you.

This is the cliff I am standing on. Trying hard not to plunge it.
Like I said, honesty doesn't get me anywhere much. I don't play games. But it just me, how I am.
Sorry to bother with so much words.

~ M.Y. ~
January 11th 2014

Whistle...Flo-rida

Whistle by Flo-rida

Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Let me know
Girl I'm gonna show you how to do it
And we start real slow
You just put your lips together
And you come real close
Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Here we go

(Look) I'm betting you like people
And I'm betting you love freak mode
And I'm betting you like girls that give love to girls
And stroke your little ego
I bet you I'm guilty your honor
That's just how we live in my genre
Who in the hell done paved the road wider?
There's only one flo, and one rida
I'm a damn shame
Order more champagne, pull a damn hamstring
Tryna put it on ya
Bet your lips spin back around corner
Slow it down baby take a little longer

Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Let me know
Girl I'm gonna show you how to do it
And we start real slow
You just put your lips together
And you come real close
Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Here we go

Whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whistle baby, whistle baby
Whi-whistle baby, whistle baby
Whistle baby, whistle baby
Whi-whistle baby, whistle baby

It's like everywhere I go
My whistle ready to blow
Shawty don't leave a note
She can get any by the low
Told me she's not a pro
It's okay, it's under control
Show me soprano, 'cause girl you can handle
Baby we start snagging, you come up in part clothes
Girl I'm losing wing, my Bugatti the same road
Show me your perfect pitch, you got it my banjo
Talented with your lips, like you blew out a candle
So amusing, now you can make a whistle with the music
Hope you ain't got no issue, you can do it
Give me the perfect pitch, ya never lose it

Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Let me know
Girl I'm gonna show you how to do it
And we start real slow
You just put your lips together
And you come real close
Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Here we go

Whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whi-whistle baby, whistle baby
Whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whi-whistle baby, whistle baby

Go girl you can twerk it
Let me see you whistle while you work it
I'mma lay it back, don't stop it
'Cause I love it how you drop it, drop it, drop it on me
Now, shawty let that whistle blow-oh, oh oh
Yeah, baby let that whistle blow-oh oh!

Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Let me know
Girl I'm gonna show you how to do it
And we start real slow
You just put your lips together
And you come real close
Can you blow my whistle baby, whistle baby
Here we go

Whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whi-whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whistle baby, whistle baby,
Whistle baby, whistle baby

January 10th 2014

Daily inspiration..#91..

Well done is better than well said.

~ Benjamin Franklin

Daily inspiration..#90..

Believe you can and you're halfway there.

~ Theodore Roosevelt

Daily inspiration..#89..

Happiness is not something you postpone for the future; it is something you design for the present.

~ Jim Rohn

Daily inspiration..#88..

With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts.

~ Eleanor Roosevelt

Daily inspiration..#87..

Change your thoughts and you change your world.

~ Norman Vincent Peale

Afraid..

I am afraid to like you..
So much that I cannot help but like you more than I should.
I am afraid to fall in love with you..
When I do fall in love, it is irrecoverable.
I am afraid to give you my heart..
Because when I do, I have lost mine without yours.
I am afraid to love you..
Because when I love you, I lose myself in you.

~ M.Y. ~
January 3rd 2013

Erase..

I wish, I can erase everything of you from me.
But, you have left a piece of yourself deep in my heart and soul.
I wish, I can cease every memories of you.
But, you have etched each memory of yourself deep on my mind.

~ M.Y. ~

January 2nd 2014

Our virtues destroy the very best of people..

The best people possess a feeling for beauty.

Different definitions, perspectives of beauty. What I see as beauty will be different from you. Just the same as between you and the next person. Some says, "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder." Other says, "Beauty is only skin deep. It is the inner beauty which is the most important, it tells the personality or characters of the individual and differentiate from every other individuals."

Beauty can be a form of art. It can be something non-physical, something aesthetic, something abstract, something intellect sense, something moral sense. Known as bellus, in Latin. Or beaute, in Old French.

Beauty is also an appreciation of art, in our daily life. It can be the beautiful human body form. It can also be the imperfect facial features of a perfection.

The best people possess the courage to take risks.

Life is a risk itself. Living life is the ultimate risk to take, in this very life of ours. Loving life enough to make it the best one you ever had, that requires courage.

The best people possess the discipline to tell the truth.

Truth is something precious. To be able to give with all honesty barenaked truth to another, it is a honour and worthy to be treasured with care.

The best people possess the capacity for sacrifice.

Selfless giving, sacrifice, to another, be it someone whom you love deeply or just the unrelated person next to you, with worthy cause. The act itself is of one beautiful humane basis nature of mankind.

Ironically, their virtues make them most vulnerable to all, especially the one who can hurt them the most; they are often wounded with battle scars, sometimes destroyed into pieces, including soul and mind.

Who are these best people?
What are they made of?
Where are they? Where can they be seen, heard or found?
How do they exist in this cruel world?
Why are they here? Why do they want to be here?
Why here? Why now?

~ M.Y. ~
January 2nd 2014

First realization of the year..

First post for 2014..

First realization of the year..

Some...no...majority...or rather, everybody lies, cons, cheats or plays another person out, is never true to another.
Sometimes, even your family never tells you the truth.
Sometimes, even the one whom supposed to be the closest and truest to you, lies to you..with that unchanging face, straight out lie.
Friends...what's more to say about that?
Sad to say, what more can you expect from someone whom you have just befriended for a short period.
They said that the more you knew and understood that person, you would know better..but that does not seem to be the case, sadly enough..in my life. I have to guess, even second-guess..
When you have actually trusted them enough to tell them things, which no one else knows.

I am sick of all these.
I am tired of all these people.
Of all that I have come across..
Maybe I am stupid or naive to believe in the basic good of them as a human.
Apparently, this belief or trust is not worthy of anything, enough to carry me through to the end.
Which I have to see the actual intention, motive, of their "suspicious goodness".
Selfishness...ugly side of reality behind that "smiley" mask.

*sad laughs*
Basically, of all the very best people whom I come across, of my years 3 scores and more, everybody lies..
Be it with motives or unintentionally..
Deny all you want, all you like, at some point in time, you did do it..
No matter it was a white lie, or a gray area or with bad intents.
Ultimately, it is still a lie..truly..
I am as real as you can, what you see is what you get.

I am sick of being lied to.
I am sick of being the butt of your conniving sick jokes.
Seriously..
Just leave me alone..
Lie all you want, to others..
I do not have the energy to entertain to the likes of you.
I am utterly disappointed in human.
Seems like one cannot rely on anybody else, not even the closest one, family..for truth.
Jaded? Maybe..but honestly, not really.

~ M.Y. ~
January 1st 2014

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How significant is this? Classic even, as the first post this year. Funny thought, intriguing experience/realization.