vita..

Suddenly had the urge to go back and see somethings..
things from the past..
the fear is still there..
the sadness is still there..
but seems like the pain is not so much anymore..
maybe I have grown older and wiser..

Somehow the past does not seem to be so painful anymore..
sadness still lingers, but all is good..
I guess everything is finally looking good..
keeping my fingers cross and hope for the best..

I am not sure if everything will be great from now on..
but I hope it will be..
I will try to be my best once again..
not a declaration..
just a promise to myself..
a hope for myself..