cant be bothered anymore..life..

everyone live their life as they thought it is supposed to be..
without any thoughts about it, be it goals or dreams..
of whether should it be like this or that..
just like daily routine robots..

nobody stop to ask..
should one's life be boring and mundane like this..
day in day out..
doing the same old stuff..

till the end of time..
till the day you die..
till one fine day you are awaken..
finally you realize that you are not living your life as you should be..

what is the meaning of life?
I once asked myself and went searching for it..
I once found the true meaning of my life, long time ago..
but it left me broken into million pieces, betrayed like a dagger straight to the heart, abandoned like a homeless dog and loss of trust in another, at the very end..

so what does this mean..
what does the meaning of life mean..
what is the meaning of life..
ultimately, meaning of life = broken?
should one still search for the true meaning of life?

- M.Y. -
28th December 2008