sadness..

Sad as I wrote this,
feeling all alone in this world,
as now you are not around me,
sadness that tore my heart apart..

Funnily this feeling should not exist,
never should be there in the first place..
cos you are not what you are,
and I am not what I am..

Taste bitter like the first taste of the coffee,
sad like the coffee drowns the heart in..
Sweetness that touches the heart,
feelings undescribable by just human words..

So sad just so sad,
nothing else encompasses this lonely heart,
except loneliness arouses by the sadness,
inability to feel anything else, just it..

No more was said,
nothing left to feel,
only a pool of sadness,
left at the bottom of the heart..

Words no longer exchange,
feelings no longer communicate,
everything just ended,
everything just stop in its own path..

Left on its own,
undisturbed no more,
like the night enfolds its darkness over all,
like speaking to the deaf..

Sad,
loneliness,
feelings,
all drown in the big dark room..

- M. Y. -
3rd August 2001

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seemingly appropriate for now..