Alone..

Sense of finalization descends upon me..
This life of mine, I will live alone.
I have just myself to keep me company.
It is just easier that way.

It is too hard to find someone who knows and understands me.
I can be a great friend and jovial to everyone, but no one will get to know the real me.
Why? Because it takes a damn load of effort to do so.
And when I did try, you just gave up.
Bad timing? Bad situation? Maybe, I guess so.

Too much talks? Distrust at me? Too random talks? I require 200% of your attention?
All boil down to insecurity..Bad thing? Yes and No..why not?
Issuing me an ultimatum...in the end, you broke it yourself.
Just an effortless apology.
How nonsensical..and now, you avoid the entire issue.

I call you guys, bull...and a specie of gutless senseless creatures..
Maybe that's why you are still here today.

I am tired of dealing with all these goddamned and cowardice creatures.
I maybe alone or lonely..
At least, I am at peace, without all the ups and downs of feelings I got when I went through it all.


- M. Y. -
September 6th 2013