13 years ago...part 1..

I have been thinking a lot as usual..
What should I do with my life?
What can I do in my life?
How should I go about in my life?

Thinking way back into the past..

13 years ago..
just a scroll and three..
a fresh young girl who just finished her college..
due to financial problems at home..
she can't afford to go to university like any regular kids around her..
she didn't want to take out a loan for her studies..
she decided to support herself and through her studies..
she started to work..

She started young in this harsh working society..
being herself..
being humble around all her colleagues..
always working to the best that she can do for the people whom she worked for..
with just a goal..
to get herself through the education which she was interested in..
she enrolled into a private school and studied something which she thought that she had interests in..
all the technologies flying around her..
she pursued after it while working hard for the life..
and she was just nineteen years old..
such a tender age..
and she already thought too much about..

A bypasser might think that she is a stupid gal..
she should have just taken the loan and forced herself into the university..
since she has been a Science student throughout her whole school life..
from high school, she was a Science kid..
straight up to college, still a Science student..
never stopped to think whether was she really in fact into Science..
or just for the sake of it..
never stopped to think that her passion was in something else, burning quietly in her blood..

Since young days..
she has been writing, drawing, looking at pictures, beautiful things..
books of poems, short writing filled the pages..
drawings of her friends whom she loved dearly..
pictures of silly things which she drawn in secret..
all these were her darkest secret..
which she never mentioned to anyone..
not a single soul at all..
she is always in awe of writing, drawing and pictures..

the whole time, she has been working and studying for science..
technologies, networks..
and more..