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Looking back for the past 1 year plus..
I did nothing..practically zero..
nada..in my life..
except, go to work, go home sleep, read anything and everything which interest me..
equals no life..
did not take a single photograph..
did not start to write a single line for my book..
did not read the topics which I am supposed to..
did not think about my life..
did not think about my future..

I did wait to pass this life..
I did wait to die..
I did waste my life..
I did wait to end my wasted life..

Photography used to be my passion..
writing used to be my life..
after that wild stint of love that came into my life and eventually left..
I lost my passion and life..
I am looking for the burning fire in my passion and life..
still searching..
seems to lost it..
and I can't find it..
Help..
I guess..