Daily inspiration..#32..

It is the familiar that usually eludes us in life. What is before our noses is what we see last.
~ William Barrett

Daily inspiration..#31..

Every human being is intended to have a character of his own, to be what no others are, and to do what no one can do.
~ William Henry Channing

Daily inspiration..#30..

Character and personal force are the only investments that are worth anything.
~ Walt Whitman

Daily inspiration..#29..

Character is the result of two things: mental attitude and the way we spend our time.
~ Elbert Green Hubbard

Stuck..in limbo..oblivion

It feels like I'm stuck..impassable..in limbo..

The feeling of half there...half not there..another here..the other diminishing..

It is never a good feeling to be hanging stranded there..

unable to go over the threshold..

You feel like you are almost there,

moving along life as it goes,

going along with the flow,

fills from low to the highest pinnacle,

goes from zero to almost edge's brim.

You know you are not supposed to cross that line,

so you pull yourself back,

restraining the overflow,

holding back the spillover to the next door.

Feels like sitting on the edge of the fence,

without a sense of balance to hold onto you,

you could plunge either way..into abyssal of despondence, or paradise of bliss.

it is that thin red line of logical and emotional that ties to you.

you never know what will bring you over the verge.

As you begin to ponder going through life as it is,

should you make a choice and run for the hills for it,
or just slip back into the dark quiet corner of the room and observe melancholy,
what is the worst mistake or best miracle could happen from that?

Some goes through the ups and downs daily,
others feels the lows and highs over a period,
some feels horrible, other feels mundane not wanting to bother about it.
What about those in-betweens?

I am standing here, this close to plunging either way.
I could be making the same mistake as before, or this could be it.
Mistake does not mean I regretted whatever I have decided previously.
It just did not follow through life as I wish it could have.
But I do not blame.

I made a decision 6 years ago and stood by it, without any regrets.
Thou went back on your promise,
I was saddened with disappointment, betrayal and broken from faith.
Life became different, and I can no longer go back to the same.

6 years later, I believe I would still make the same decision, now.
Cause I am still who I am, it is thou that had changed.
I am left with no feelings for thou, hate has gone, unspoken forgiveness and faded memories.
Life changes and move on.
I am still the same and yet different in many ways, thinking and perspectives.

No longer in the past...pointless..
I have let go.

Emotions build who I am.
Feelings create my line.
What had broke my passion, I am slowly picking and mending the jigsaw pieces back.
Yes, I am alone.
Not many will tread my line of less traveled path.
But this is me.

I feel, thee do not or may not feel.
I have always said, like does not have or need a reason.
One does not love with a reason or purpose.
Love becomes a meaning, creates life journey together.

Age makes me ponder, wisdom holds me back.
So, I am stuck in limbo, impassable here.
Sometimes, I feel I am sick of this impassiveness.
Anothers, I feel nothing.
Others, I just want to shut down and give up.
Now, I am slowly shutting down, moving from hope to disappoint to emptiness, letting thee go and giving up any thoughts.

Over the past time,
I have gone from zero to curiosity, hope, comes twinge, baffle, to mundane, melancholy in transition to oblivion and emptiness.
When I am there,
either one can go through the same cycle again,
or I can just goes zilch, end of line.

~ M.Y. ~
October 26th 2013

Daily inspiration..#28..

It matters not what you are thought to be, but what you are.
~ Publilius Syrus

Daily inspiration..#27..

The great hope of society is individual character.
~ William Ellery Channing

Daily inspiration..#26..

Not to dream boldly may turn out to be simply irresponsible.
~ George Leonard

Gotta Be Somebody..Nickelback

Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of

But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holdin' my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It's just like deja vu
Me standin' here with you

So I'll be holdin' my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There has gotta be somebody for me, oh

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Daily inspiration..#25..

Hope is the dream of the waking man.
~ French Proverb

Everybody's Changing..Keane..

Everybody's Changing by Keane

You say you wander your own land

But when I think about it I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking and I can see the pain in your eyes

Says everybody's changing and I don't know why

So little time

Try to understand that I'm

Trying to make a move just to stay in the game

I try to stay awake and remember my name

But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

You're gone from here

Soon you will disappear

Fading into beautiful light

'Cause everybody's changing and I don't feel right

So little time

Try to understand that I'm

Trying to make a move just to stay in the game

I try to stay awake and remember my name

But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

So little time

Try to understand that I'm

Trying to make a move just to stay in the game

I try to stay awake and remember my name

But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

Oh, everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

Daily inspiration..#24..

I never think of the future - it comes soon enough.
~ Albert Einstein

Daily inspiration..#23..

It is easier to be wise for others than for ourselves.
~ Francois De La Rochefoucauld

Daily inspiration..#22..

The art of being wise is knowing what to overlook.
~ William James

Daily inspiration..#21..

Years teach us more than books.
~ Berthold Auerbach

Desert Rain..Edward Maya..

Desert Rain by Edward Maya

I miss you so much now I call again
Come, come tonight
Just hold me tight
This desert rain your my guiding light

We, We were lost
This world of pain I miss you so much now I call again
Come, come tonight
Just hold me tight
This desert rain your my guiding light

We, we were lost
This walk of tide
We forgot about love, You forgot about us
Now I am here

Dreams become real
I feel like a sand that's blown away back into the storm
I'm inside this dream
That feels just like a desert rain

We, We were lost
This world of pain I miss you so much now I call again
Come, come tonight
Just hold me tight
This desert rain your my guiding light

We, we were lost
This walk of tide
We forgot about love, You forgot about us
Now I am here
Dreams become real

I feel like a sand that's blown away back into the storm
I'm inside this dream
That feels just like a desert rain

You will always have my soul
Hidden dreams and secret words
Missing you

I feel like a sand that's blown away back into the storm
I'm inside this dream
That feels just like a desert rain

I Love You Always Forever...Donna Lewis...

I Love You Always Forever by Donna Lewis


Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream
Of light mists with pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent
Touching, discovering you

Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words
Say, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under a blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness, a magical time
Say, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything
Say you'll love, love me forever
Never stop, never whatever
Near and far and always and everywhere and everything

I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you
I love you always forever
Near and far, closer together

meditatio..

Wish I don't think about life, living and loving..

Kinda not putting much hope in that anymore.
Moving towards being alone for d rest of my life. *chuckles*
Not cynical, just being realistic..

What does life have install for me?

I used to wonder..

I still do wonder sometimes about it,

but I don't place too much hope in an answer for it, nowadays.

There are days where it is hit and go,

others is mulling and thinking.

Sometimes, I wish that I don't have the thinking mind..

Living life as each day, being happy..

sad is I can't do that..

I am too much of a thinker..

Sometimes, I have the thought, "Would my brain just go overdriven and go crazy one day?"..

Then, would I still be sane enough or alive to be here thinking anymore...

Why must human be as such?

Is this it?

~ M.Y. ~

October 14th 2013

Daily inspiration..#20..

You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.
~ Cayla Mills

Daily inspiration..#19..

You only live once, but if you do it right.
Once is enough.
~ anonymous

Daily inspiration..#18..

With mirth and laughter, let old wrinkles come.
~ William Shakespeare

Daily inspiration..#17..

The longer I live, the more beautiful life becomes.
~ Frank Lloyd Wright

That's it..

This is it.
That's it.
Done.
Fin.

~ M. Y.
October 13th 2013

Daily inspiration..#16..

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit.
~ Aristotle

Happiness is an enemy

Happiness is an enemy,
When you have something to lose.

When you realize that happiness is an enemy,
You have already lost something precious.

Happiness is a cruel enemy,
When you have attained it,
Something has to be returned back.

~ M. Y.
October 11th 2013

Daily inspiration..#15..

Storms make oaks take roots.
~ Proverbs

Daily inspiration..#14..

Seek the lofty by reading, hearing and seeing great work at some moment every day.
~ Thornton Wilder

Waiting All Night by Rudimental feat. Ella Eyre

Waiting All Night by Rudimental feat. Ella Eyre

I've been waiting all night for you to
Tell me what you want, tell me, tell me that you need me
I've been waiting all night for you to
Oh, oh, tell me what you want yeah
I've been waiting all night for you to
Tell me what you want, tell me, tell me that you need me
I've been waiting all night for you to
Oh, oh, tell me what you want yeah
Want yeah, want yeah, want yeah, want yeah
Want, want, want, want, want, want, want, want

I've been waiting all night for you to tell me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
I've been waiting all night for you to tell me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Oh!

I've been waiting all night for you to
Tell me what you want, tell me, tell me that you need me
I've been waiting all night for you to
Oh, oh, tell me what you want yeah
I've been waiting all night for you to
Tell me what you want, tell me, tell me that you need me
I've been waiting all night for you to
Oh, oh, tell me what you want yeah

I've been waiting all night for you to tell me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
I've been waiting all night for you to tell me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Oh!

Uh, yeah, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now
Tell me, tell me right now

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me

Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Tell me that you need me
Tell me that you want me
Oh!

Daily inspiration..#13..

You cannot plough a field by turning it over in your mind.
~ Anonymous

Daily inspiration..#12..

Believe with all of your heart that you will do what you were made to do.
~ Orison Swett Marden

Stop And Stare..OneRepublic..

Stop And Stare by OneRepublic

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years

Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, dont fail me now
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need
What you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

Daily inspiration..#11..

The happiness of your life depends upon the quality of your thoughts; therefore guard accordingly.
~ Marcus Aurelius

Daily inspiration..#10..

I give not because I have much, but because I know how it feels to have nothing.
Share your knowledge, time, friendship and love with others, and you will discover true happiness.
~ anonymous

You Gotta Be...Des'ree

You Gotta Be by Des'ree

Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Herald what your mother said
Readin' the books your father read
Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time
Some may have more cash than you
Others take a different view
My oh my heh, hey
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you
Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace
The world keeps on spinning
You can't stop it, if you try to
This time it's danger staring you in the face
Oh oh oh Remember
Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
My oh my heh, hey, hey
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day

Waiting For The End..Linkin Park

Waiting for the End by Linkin Park

This is not the end, this is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
But you listen through the tone and the violent rhythm and
Though the words sound steady, something empty's within 'em
We say yeah / with fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear
Until we dead it / forget it / let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come / wishing I had strength to stand
This was not what I had planned
It's out of my control
Flying at the speed of light / thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room / Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn't so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And I don't even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so
Picking up the pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

Daily inspiration..#9..

The man is happiest who lives from day to day and asks no more, garnering the simple goodness of life.
~ Euripides

Daily inspiration..#8..

Happiness is not a goal, but a by-product.
~ Eleanor Roosevelt

Daily inspiration..#7..

Happiness is not a state to arrive at, but a manner of travelling.
~ Margaret Lee Runbeck

Daily inspiration..#6..

A light heart lives long.
~ William Shakespeare