Blocked..

Seems the feelings are somehow blocked. Kept inside of me, separated from the livings at large. Like a glass panel separating me, my feelings and emotions from outside world.

Have I managed to cut off emotions successfully from the rest of the world?
Should I feel happy?
Or should feel sad now?
What should I feel?

I am sorry that I am unable to feel much..maybe..
I am getting confused by you..somehow..
I have questions, which I want to ask you.
There are so many ladies out there for you to choose from or even make friends with.
I am quite confused by you actually..

Why me?
Why a weird person like myself?
There are a lot of uncertainties when it comes to me and my life.
I might not be that someone whom you are searching for.

Just cos I am somewhat different from the rest?
Or it would be interesting to see what kind of reactions u would get out of such a person like me?
Would not be amusing for you?
Maybe that might provide some entertainment for you in life.

A bisexual woman, single..whom you doubted about her sexuality..
Just caused you have come across some as confused.
Maybe this one is the same..you might be thinking..
Shall I test put her to the test?

Funny..
Amusing..
Interesting..
For you..maybe..

~ M.Y. ~
December 23rd 2013