Note to L..#1..

I am my own person, I have my own theories, perspectives and principles, be it how twisted they are, they are mine to own.

Please do not categorize me together with A. She is a person of her own entirety being, with her own set of thinkings and ways.

I am not saying that I am against her thinkings, whether I agree or not, it is another issue. I may not agree with her way of loving someone..or her ideas. But I do understand or empathize with her in some way or another.

Love is something good, a bonus in life, quite an unattainable factor in life now. To love is one thing, to be loved is another. It is not always a two-way street.

Life overrules everything else in life. When there is no life, there is no love. However, it is a fact that life and love are linked in many ways incomprehensible..it is a complicated link which one cannot separate the two of them all together and clearly define like science, which everything can be explained precisely.

Heck, why am I stewing over this with you? Just does not make sense. *laughs* anyways..it is too random. Might be too heavy in some sense..you might not even understand where I am coming from.

It is a tiring thing to communicate with another person, when that person does not think that it is not all worthy of it. The same as associating with real people. Most of the time, people who surround me, just do not think logically, or superficially at best. To actually find real people who think, is like a rare gem.

It is the same as I like you, more than a friend, as a person. But that does not constitute that I agree with all of your perspectives.

Hell, it is refreshing to have someone who has different set of thinkings, which allows me to have different perspectives from mine, so that I can look at things from a different angle.

I am tired of thinking diplomatically for both sides of things all the time, for everybody..sometimes I just want to be selfish and think for my own good.

Judge me for that, I will bite you for it.

Guess what, I had to use Evernote to write all this stuff, instead of memo. My first note on Evernote and used it for this. Damn.

I hope you have not taken this the wrong way. I am not arguing with you. It is just some parts of my thoughts. It comes and goes. I wanted to pen it down before it flew away and escaped from me. And I was studying law at the same time.

On weekdays, I do not have the luxury to digress and think about things at my own pace. Neither do I have enough ram in the brain for it. It is work all the time, things I have to deal with at work. On weekends, thoughts just come to me as and when they like. So I have to pen them down before I forget.

I apologize for the long message, but not sorry for my thoughts.

~ M.Y. ~
November 11th 2013