I am telling myself to let everything go, of you. Let go of you.
Let go of any thoughts pertaining to you.
Let go of having a life, with you as part of it.
Let go of the thought that we might have a life together.
Let go of the thought that you might be a part of my life.
Let go of wanting you.
Let go of loving you.
I have not had these thoughts for someone for a long time.
I have not had this thought of loving someone from then till now.
Seems like there is no point left for me, after the displays of acts which I felt and seen from you. Acts and mentality of rejection and ostracism.
How befitting those strong words might be, considering the strength of the emotions.
"Would you consider dating me? and we Still maintain that friendship if things do not go as we like to?" This phrase was advised by a friend, telling me to give it a try and say to you.
Somehow I think, the answer will be more prone to "No", rather than "Yes".
Not assumption, just the gut feeling and my understanding of you, so far..
~ M.Y. ~
November 17th 2013
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